Three day quotes Challenge – Day 3

Yes!!!

La Vida Raq

So I have been nominated to a quote challenge by Mel Gutiér.

Here are the rules:

Thank the person who nominates you. – Done!  Thanks again, to the lovely Mel Gutiér

Post one quote per day for 3 consecutive days. – This is it my last one!

Nominate a three bloggers each day. – I will be happy to choose someone. Although it’s hard to choose, since there are so many wonderful bloggers.

You obviously knew I was gonna here. With the prior post. Lol

What a journey!! Path is lit with possibilities! Tired of me yet? Ha!

Sorry it’s the fruit. Makes me happy all the time. I highly recommend it. ✌️

So today my nomination is Trizah, Trizahs random thoughts her blog reminds me of a series on Hulu or something like that. She a great read and you can’t wait til next week to see what’s next in…

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Three day quotes Challenge – Day 2

Raquel is the queen of love and sunshine! I love this!

La Vida Raq

So I have been nominated to a quote challenge by Mel Gutiér.

Here are the rules:

Thank the person who nominates you. – Done!  Thanks again, to the lovely Mel Gutiér, Fiction in my Head

Post one quote per day for 3 consecutive days. – The only problem will be choosing three lol

Nominate a three bloggers each day. – I will be happy to choose someone. Although it’s hard to choose, since there are so many wonderful bloggers.

How sweet it could actually bee 🐝 with the right person. Lol Who doesn’t love, love? 💕

My nomination for today is Mr Mel, Life more than existence. His blog is a wonderful and uplifting place to go. So if you haven’t checked it out, do so. You will be happy you did.

I am also nominating Dr. Perry, Make it Ultra, His blog is also very motivational and uplifting…

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Three day quotes challenge Day 1

I love this quote and this lovely sista has grown on me quite tenderly!

La Vida Raq

So I have been nominated to a quote challenge by my new sista Mel Gutiér. Who is just a beautiful butterfly 🦋. A social butterfly! This woman is everywhere! Lol

Here be the rules:

Thank the person who nominates you. – Done!  Thanks again to the beautiful and talented Mel Gutiér, Fiction in my Head.

Post one quote per day for 3 consecutive days. – The only problem will be choosing three lol

Nominate a new blogger each day. – I will be happy to choose someone.

Live quietly in the moment and see the beauty of all before you. The future will take care of itself……

Paramahansa Yogananda, Autobiography of a Yogi

So for today I will nominate the lovely and talented Aurora from Aurora Dwen, who I am happy to call a dear friend.

Aurora I’m sure this will be no problem for you. Since I’ve…

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I hope you’re Happy!

Really like this. Made me happy to read it.

La Vida Raq

Happiness?

Where do you find yours?

As for me, The more I think of it, the more reasons I come up with. As usual, more than the small post I originally planned on. So my list for now, love!!! Remember when you first fell in love? That stupid smile on your face that made your cheeks hurt and you didn’t even realize you were smiling, until someone asked you what the deal was? Ha! Yeah, I knew you would. Hanging with family, an amazing bike ride on a beautiful day. Wildflowers, laughter, a child’s wonder, music, my dogs, any dog, or animal, not having to go to work tomorrow, finding amazing vegan food when you thought there wouldn’t be any. Omg, the list can go on and on…

Always nice to see others happy as well.

Nevertheless, if you’re not happy in this moment, wait another, think of that time…

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I am the law

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My journey is not an easy one, but support and encouragement seem to alight, like a butterfly, on my shoulder.  I’m grateful.  Truly grateful.  My hair is down and I’m not turning back.  I’ve nothing to lose and everything to gain.  I feel empowered and even though my back is turned, I can see clearly the path I need to take.  All obstacles will be thwarted, averted.  There is nothing I can’t overcome.  Mega City will never be the same again.  Judgement day is coming… I am the law.

Attainable Happiness 


“Happiness is a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.”

Nathaniel Hawthorne

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How quickly things change. One day I’m fast asleep, deep in nightmare heartache, trying to recover the pieces from an emotional raping of the heart and the next I’m trying to catch my breath after a vortex of events has sucked me in, drowning all else, rendering me into a state of “life flashing before me” bullets. Now, I’m sitting at a desk, that is not my own, in a place that is not my home and I’m thinking I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t have been pulled in so. I don’t belong here. This shouldn’t have happened to me. I shake the smoke and mirrors away and slap myself awake. It didn’t happen to me. It happened to her. I can’t deny where I am. I should be grateful for it. I should be accepting of my circumstance. I should acquiesce to the greater power, the universe, that has placed me here, in this very spot, looking out a homeless window at this magical sky, this heavenly sunset, for a reason.

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My heart is heavy, but I am smiling. I’m not pretending that I am not affected or hiding my true feelings. They are there looking back at me. Maybe these feelings are even pointing the finger at me, as if to tell me “You did this, you made this bed yourself”. I don’t know. I’m not sure how to look at these feelings but… they seem to exist outside of myself, as if they were an entirely separate entity. The reason then— I haven’t a clue. I’ve never been here before, there is no precedence. There is only the daily intent to comprehend, decipher, the meaning of all this. The why to the question mark lies ever hidden in the clouds… in the sky… in the rays breaking through creating a pensive fire. It is a delicate matter. I’m not going to break, necessarily, but if I’m not careful, I might get lost and then where would everyone be, if I can’t find my way back?

For now, I accept my wonderful view of a glorious heaven and the peace that comes from enjoying this very moment. I will not think about tomorrow, it will get here soon enough. I will not dwell on yesterday, it is gone. I will relish my peace in this foreign now, this mystery I’m not required to solve. Dammit! I’m just going to roll with it.

Sunder during the storm

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How do people fall in and out of love so quickly? I wish my heart could do that. It would be far less painful that way. It hurts too much after you’ve fallen deeply in love and then leave or lose that love. It will take many lifetimes to recover from the loss and even then… no one will ever be able to take their place. Ever. Not sure. Time heals, I suppose. TIME. The great healer of hearts… of pain.

I suppose it could be a self preservation thing. This falling in love quickly with someone else, so as not to be alone, because that silence is too painful, too lonely. But… if one had truly loved that person, how can they easily move on to someone else? How can that other person replace the lifetimes embedded in them from that love. It must be a very painful existence to replace that someone so quickly. If they meant anything to them, truly meant something, the void would still be there, just look different, masking the hurt. Some people need that, I guess. Better than being alone, not hearing a loving voice, not be able to hold a conversation with the one that knew you so well, they WERE you… the best part of you.

I guess we are all different that way. As for the way I am built, I would never be able to do that. My heart, both courageous and fragile, is faithfully and painfully locked into that person. It does not have an on/off switch. I couldn’t look at another the same way or find comfort in the unfamiliar familiar affection.  My heart would be confused and hurt even more.  I am faithful to that love and the pain that comes from having parted ways.  It sooths my soul into darkness, burning me from the inside out, over and over again, until it leaves a scab.  It will be thick enough to sustain me in some shape and scarred deep enough to remind me of their heart.

Estimated time of recovery… unknown.

Thoughts while sitting in a hospital room… waiting

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Please God… Let Mom be okay.  I’m not ready to let go.

I need to work on paying her bills as well as mine.  How?

So much to do.  I need a couple of clones!

Seriously wondering what the fork I’m doing!

I need to publish the damn thing!

I love to write… that’s all I want to do right now. Well… you can’t silly woman! There’s life!

If anything happens to her, I will not survive.  She’s everything.

Thanks God… thanks a bunch.

 

 

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